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Lazarus

by Lazarus

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1.
This is no way to be This is not my cup of tea And it's getting old, yeah it's getting old There's no shelter I can see There's no thought behind this sting And it's getting old, all those things we said They said that this would happen Could this really be the end Yeah we all felt something changing Should've listened in the end Cause there are no happy endings, no x2 Wish I could find my way back home x2 This is no way to live This was no ones hell to give And it's getting old, yeah it's getting old There's no love here I can see There's no thoughts consuming me And it's getting old, all those things we said And they said that this might happen Could this really be the end Yeah we all felt something changing Should've listened in the end Cause there are no happy endings, no x2 Wish I could find my way back home x2 Cause there are no happy endings, no x4
2.
Florida summers Are such a bummer to me Sweat through all your clothes In air so thick you can't breathe I'm driving around with no A/C Windows down with silly daydreams Take me back where I could love Sweat out all those things that I've done Cause all this heat makes it hard to believe x2
3.
Coffee 03:39
Make me coffee so I, so I can spike it Smile brightly til I, til I can't fight it Dear, oh dear, my dear I sit in your line and watch Those stray cats running scared What goes through my mind as I Pull up unprepared Oh dear, my dear x2 What made you give me that look Or did I make it up Did I steal you like a crook Or am I all fucked up Am I too soon, am I a tool No don't tell me Are you a fool, for what you do Someone save me Make me coffee again and manifest your sins I'll be back here for you, but can I count on you Oh dear, my dear, oh dear, my dear Chorus
4.
It's unclear now what we intend We're alone in our own world You don't want to be my girlfriend and I don't want to be your man And that, thats a relief, we'll drink up our grief And pine for summer And we'll buy, a beer to shotgun, and we'll lay in the lawn And we'll be good Now I'm laughing at my boredom And at my string of failed attempts Because you think that it's important And I welcome the sentiment And we talk, on the phone at night, until its daylight And I feel clever And I hear, the slow in your speech, yeah you're half asleep Say goodnight Now I've got friendships to mend And I'm selfishly dispossed And you don't want to be my girlfriend And thats probably for the best Cause that, that gets messy, and you will hurt me Or I'll disappear So we will, drink beer all day, and our guards will give way and we'll be good, and we'll be good
5.
Whispersoft 03:23
Whisper soft, I whisper soft to you And pray to God these feelings don't come true Cause I don't know the meaning of control And this love you got just haunts me to my bones Was there blood, were their bruises Did you scream hallelujah Was their blood, were their bruises when you smiled Thin and vile Kick back, watch a film with you Thats all, that I want to do A fast track to breaking all my flaws Damn, Sam, you gone and done it all But you'll try to change me somehow And I'll try to change me somehow You'll go and make me feel so blue x2 If you don't feel it too Was there blood, were their bruises Did you scream hallelujah Was their blood, were their bruises when you smiled Thin and vile Kick back, watch a film with you Thats all, that I want to do A fast track to breaking all my flaws Damn, Sam, you gone and done it all But you'll try to change me somehow And I'll try to change me somehow You'll go and make me feel so blue x2 If you don't feel it too Whisper soft, I whisper soft to you And pray to God these feelings don't come true Cause I don't know the meaning of control And this love you got just haunts me to my bones
6.
Feels Safe 03:48
It's storming out so hide beneath your bed I'd hate to see whats breaking you Make up silly words inside your head I'd hate to see whats haunting you She says, she loves when she feels safe x2 She says she can't stand beside a man I'd hate to see whats breaking you Goes for coffee right around 2 I'd hate to see whats haunting you She says, she loves when she feels safe x2 Come on back from wherever you're going Come on back and be my Sylvia Plath You should stay if you're thinking of leaving You should stay and I'll have your back x2 Someday soon I'd love to be your man So I can fix whats breaking you Pour some tea for me and for you So I can fix whats haunting you She says, she loves when she feels safe x2 Come on back from wherever you're going Come on back and be my Sylvia Plath You should stay if you're thinking of leaving You should stay and I'll have your back
7.
Dez 03:39
Is it wrong to say "Oh, Desirae" I feel our souls ain't miles away We're too close for the distance 'neath these stars So I try again I make a friend So I try again, I try again Is it right to have these wicked thoughts With all those good intentions brought You're too sweet to knock me off my feet So we start again And we purge our sins So we start again and we purge our sins away Cause this tastes better than the whiskey in my mind Am I too far gone to make it in your eyes I won't blame you for saying no Thanks for talking slow Thanks for spending some of your precious time x2 I'd better thank you kind 'cause you woke me up tonight and it felt just right Because I am, oh I am, I am, oh how I am, alive tonight
8.
Wicked Kid 02:59
I'll carry our fire today Find things for us to say Like the way our heavy hearts Seem to change throughout the days Allison x2 I'll carry our fire today Find things for us to say Like our silly little dreams 'tween our toes beneath the sheets Allison x2 Lets play pretend that you'll come find me While I'm out here all alone Lets make believe that you'll come save me When I'm high and feeling low Allison x2 Turn the radio up, find a way to live Turn the sunshine up, such a wicked kid Such a wicked kid, such a wicked kid x2
9.
So, I Sleep 02:27
So, how have you been How are the kids Did you fix their meals Your hair got long Was I wrong We were just kids We were just kids And I don't know why I never called And I don't know why I didn't try And I don't know why I'm here at all I don't know So, I sleep For the peace For the dreams I hope it rains And I don't know why I never called And I don't know why I didn't try And I don't know why I'm here at all I don't know
10.
Get up and gone, but we should all get along Don't worry about the righteous Don't worry about your sins We're get up and gone I said I love you, did I really mean that? Did I say I love you for good?
11.
When I'm Old 02:27
I had a dream of us again A field of flowers and your sulking head My crooked smile and your shiny skin You look so precious when you're mine again You won't like me when I'm old x2 Is this too good to be true Cause I'm scared you're leaving soon You won't like me when I'm old x2
12.
It's Benadryl and sex It's a drunk hook up with your ex It's a darker side of love Can you handle the buzz It's a pill of X and hugs It's chapped lips, tongues and drugs It's a darker side of love Can you handle the buzz My my, God damn, I would give it all up for you Your skin, your hands, holding my breath till I'm blue x2 For you, oh God this is new It's the darker side of love But you're shining your light through my blood It's a stranger side of hope but I like you the most My my, God damn, I would give it all up for you Your skin, your hands, holding my breath till I'm blue x2 For you, oh God this is new Can we change, who's to blame Was it mom, was it Jane, was it you?
13.
I could sit and watch you work Though I sure hope that you don't think I'm a jerk I could see it in your smile You had your heart broke just a half a million times So don't tell me how to fake it I was dumb enough to make it And I'm content to sit right here and drink a beer Tell me all about your stories No I swear that they won't bore me And I'm content to sit right here and drink a beer So lets hear about your sisters You can tell me bout their misters And I'm content to sit right here and drink a beer What about your brothers Spill your guts about your mother And I'm content to sit right here and drink a beer Something stronger if you got it We've got all this time in our pockets I'm content to sit right here and drink with you
14.
Tell me whats it going to take me 'Cause girl I wanna see you a little more And It may sound may sound crazy but Being without you just makes me bored Can I pick you up a six we'll drive into the sticks And bring some drinks along Or we could stay inside I'd have you by my side To move the night along Put a movie on, pour me something strong Put a record on, we could sing along Because you got me spinning round You got my whole shit upside down Never seen you coming, now you got me buzzing And I just wanna see you tonight Because you got me all worked up I must seem everything but cool Girl I wanna take you and girl I wanna shake you And I just wanna see you tonight Girl you got me smitten You're cuter than a kitten And I want more And it may seem foolish But something about your kisses Just drives me mad Can I come over tonight We'll talk about your nephews and their baby grins Or could I sleep over tonight We'll cuddle up real tight and move the night along Put a movie on, pour me something strong Put a record on, we could sing along Because you got me spinning round You got my whole shit upside down Never seen you coming, now you got me buzzing And I just wanna see you tonight Because you got me all worked up I must seem everything but cool Girl I wanna take you and girl I wanna shake you And I just wanna see you tonight x2
15.
I'll never be taller, no I'll never be rich But a mans gotta take what a mans gotta get I wish I was healthy, yeah I wish I was fit But theres no sense waiting around here for it x2 I'll never be smarter, no I'll never fully quit But a mans gotta run to what a mans gotta get Wish I could talk better, wish I could explain But theres no use making an excuse for this x2 No matter what I do or say It'll never be enough to send your love my way I'll sit here and play guitar But words are gonna fail me, they already are Instead of options I had you x2 I'll never be content, yeah I'll always run from love Guess a mans gotta fight if a man wants to win I wish I could go back, I wish I was less afraid But it's been 9 years now and not a thing has changed x2 Loving you all this time Has been pretty simple, not a doubt in my mind You got married one day But I can't find a piece of my heart thats changed Instead of options I had you Instead of options I had you Instead of options I had you Instead of ever feeling something new Instead of options I had you If I had options I'd still want you
16.
Underneath the bridge The tarp has sprung a leak And the animals I've trapped Have all become my pets And I'm living off of grass And the drippings from the ceiling It's okay to eat fish 'Cause they don't have any feelings Something in the way, mmm Something in the way, yeah, mmm
17.
Schools out And I've got no one to blame For the photograph Of you Hallways where I always heard your name But I don't recall, if we've met No I haven't seen your face Except for in my stains Sour breath Floats along the floor But I don't recall, what for In the sea You were spat out like a cork But I always knew, your fate We arrived, too late But you'll awake Again She arose My Lady Lazarus
18.
Celeste I think I love ya No I can't stop Thinking of ya Or your sister and her pearls How they lit up all my world Won't you bring me something sweet Some sleep I think I need it 'Cause I can't stop My eyes from bleedin' Like the way they were before You lit up all my world Won't you bring me something sweet The drugs ain't kicking like they used to do And the buzz ain't clean like it used to be When every little thing seems so obscene And I ain't seen a face so damn serene Since you, I like everything you do I like everything you say and do Your voice, the wine, your cats You kick me in the ass I never fell so fast There are things I shouldn't do Can I do them all with you The drugs ain't kicking like they used to do And the buzz ain't clean like it used to be When every little thing seems so obscene And I ain't seen a face so damn serene Since you, I like everything you do I like everything you say and do Your voice, the wine, your cats You kick me in the ass I never fell so fast There are things I shouldn't do Can I do them all with you
19.
And he sins Oh God how he sins He dreams and plays pretend And all the brown in your eyes Are the means to his demise Watch him go Freckles on his nose Screaming for your loans And all the truth in his lies Never comes out right But he's seasick over you And he don't know what to do Do you cheat him with your eyes Do you tease him with your smile But he prays nice And he talks nice And he, looks to you for advice And he, looks sharp And he, stays sharp And he, needs to learn some new advice But he's seasick over you And he don't know what to do Do you cheat him with your eyes Do you tease him with your smile Cause he, seems sweet And he, means sweet He just, lost his sea legs and found his feet
20.
I would sail All the way back home Just to say all the things that hurt If it were up to you Things would stay the same Theres something to lose in all these games we play Whatsup My dear What is it that you fear A heartache It seems You got twisted by A girlfriend who abused you With no signs of changing soon You talked to the enemy You're calling in sick today I would sail Across all the seas To get back What you took from me If it were up to you Then I'd be lost at sea I've got too much to do to play in your fantasies Whatsup My dear What is it that you fear A heartache It seems You got twisted by A girlfriend who abused you With no signs of changing soon You talked to the enemy You're calling in sick today I would sail All the way back home Just to say all the things that hurt x3

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This is basically a compilation of some of the better things I've written in the past year.

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released June 21, 2015

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Lazarus is the lofi bedroom pop project of Travis Browning.

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